This is how I am feeling right now. Actually, this is how I have been feeling since Thursday afternoon ... after listening to the telephone message reminding me of my appointment this morning ... and after opening Bloglines and reading this post of Wendy's. 2 hours from now, I am going to have my first ever mammography done ... and I am feeling antsy about it.
To the best of my knowledge, no one in both my father's and mother's families has breast cancer. But the problem is, no one can really be safe from it until the very end. I am not afraid ... but just anxious and restless, yeah, like ants on a warm pan.
So, I knit. I knit the Rib Socks. I knit Bomber. Knit, knit, purl, purl ... knit, knit, purl, purl ... the rhythm of the knit-purl ribbing pattern is strangely soothing to the mind. I am going to bring the socks with me.
But at least there is one piece of good news. The Rib Socks fit Husband's feet. I can keep on doing knit, knit, purl, purl ...
Update: I arrived 30 minutes earlier, as instructed, and was actually done 5 mintues before the appointment! Now is another waiting of 8 to 10 days ... which I am not too worried about. There are lots of things to do and my mind would be fully occupied. Thanks for listening to my little rant this morning ... and wish you all a wonderful weekend.